welcome back, ghost

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you are holding <strong>//it//</strong> in one hand and touching your face in disbelief with the other \n\nrelearning what its like to see something\n\n[[ANYTHING in the Black]]

{{{>>>>>}}}"[[Good dry run.]]"

{{{>>>>>}}}and i immediately am silent again, maybe i got lucky [[and you didnt hear it]]

{{{>>>>>}}}@@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*STUBBORN [[GESTURE]]*@@

{{{>>>>>}}}IN MY APARTMENT [[ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COMPUTER SCREEN YOURE LOOKING AT RIGHT NOW]] ID LIKE TO BE ABLE TO JIZZ WITH MY HAND AND MAYBE A DILDO AND ID REALLY LIKE TO BE ABLE TO DO IT VERY SOON PLEASE

{{{>>>>>}}}justfocusonthefingers[[justfocusonthefingers]]justfocusonthefingers

{{{>>>>>}}}I nip at the back of your neck and slide my hand down your belly and along [[the inside of your thigh.]] I pinch lightly.\n

{{{>>>>>}}}make up your mind, @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*[[PEJORATIVE]]*@@

{{{>>>>>}}}fjskjfskfjgfjfgjfklj[[klhjkygk]]hkgykuy

[[when,]]

wake up your [[almost completely abandoned]]

{{{>>>>>}}}i take my hand and run it through your hair, lightly scratching your head but [[not pulling your hair]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I shove you onto your back, but then gently roll you over [[onto your belly.]] I straddle your back.

{{{>>>>>}}}and im [[nervous]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[but very curious]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I thump my foot [[on your back]].

{{{>>>>>}}}LIKE [[RIGHT NOW IN THE FLESHZONE PLEA]]SE LEMME JIZZ

{{{>>>>>}}}[[...!]]

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{{{>>>>>}}}[[becuase]]

{{{>>>>>}}}You [[feel my fingers tighten at the nape of your neck.]] I did.

{{{>>>>>}}}i mean, [[thank you]] @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*AUTHORITY FIGURE*@@

[[...]]

[[.....]]

[[after a moment of calming yourself down]]

{{{>}}}i [[try to suck on your finger]] but my fucking @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*INTIMATE ARTICLES*@@ are in the way

{{{>>>>>}}}[[@@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*PEJORATIVE*@@]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I [[push your head against the ground]] before taking off your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*LOWER BODY CLOTHING*@@. I push your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*INTIMATE ARTICLES*@@ into your mouth, gagging you.

as you teach your eyes to focus for what FEELS like [[the first time,]]

{{{>>>>>}}}SEE?! [[WORKING]]

{{{>>>>>}}}by [[listen]]ing

{{{>>>>>}}}i start using my face against the ground to [[rub the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*UPPER BODY CLOTHING*@@]] you put around my eyes off

{{{>>>>>}}}moving [[my body with your mouth]] thats tugging me by my @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*MOUTH AREA*@@, i get REALLY ANGRY after you pull back

{{{>>>>>}}}i slow down and [[try listening for SOMETHING]] so i can figure out how many @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*STRANGERS*@@ are in the room

after the novelty of having physical contact with something that doesnt share [[your nervous system]] wears off

ugh, fucking tra...\nWHAT HOLY SHIT [[SOMETHING ELSE???]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[..]]

[[long "obsolete"]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I lean in, and give you a [[kiss]]. "Good." I bite at your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*MOUTH AREA*@@ and tug at it before pulling back.

{{{>>>>>}}}I squeeze my hand into a fist [[against your inner thighs]].

after the first line you think about down [[below your stomach... ]]

{{{>>>>>}}}Whisper quietly in your ear, "How are you doing @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*NAME*@@?" and breathe hot against [[the back of your throat.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}i cock my head to the side trying to figure out what the hell you're doing, and when i figure it out i [[sit down, cross-legged and smile]] up at you

{{{>>>>>}}}I glare at you, silent. My [[eyes look at you]], and then to the floor, repeatedly.

{{{>>>>>}}}[[and then]] i do

{{{>>>>>}}}and i calm down and [[reach behind me, rub]]bing your side

{{{>>>>>}}}@@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*[[HEIGHTENED AROUSAL]]*@@

{{{>>>>>}}} i snap out of it and swing back around to [[face away]] from you

{{{>>>>>}}}[[REALLY REALLY]]

you read the object\n\nyour [[familiarity]] with it grows stronger

{{{>>>>>}}}i get my [[hands back on the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*WORKSTATION*@@]] and type IM WORKING in whatever @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*PROGRAM*@@ is running

{{{>>>>>}}}[[:)]]

{{{>>>>>}}}"Don't bad mouth and don't disrespect me." [[I whisper.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}You [[feel the pressure]] from my being on your back disappear, and hear the latch of the door softly turn and click.

*LOG OF SOCIAL INTERACTION BETWEEN SUBJECT @@color:green;#B100HD2@@ [[AND]] @@color:magenta;#4D10D2DD@@*

{{{>>>>>}}}[[ill just--]]

{{{>>>>>}}}and im trying to figure out [[how many @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*STRANGERS*@@]] you mean

you think about the first time you performed this ritual \n\nthat right now seems completely silly \n\n[[almost alien]]

{{{>>>>>}}}i breathe in deeper, [[your smell makes my]] head FUCKING SPIN

{{{>>>>>}}}[[i let a quiet noise escape]] though

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YOU ARE THE LUCKIEST! PERSON! ALIVE!\n\nOH GOD DON'T LET IT GET AWAY OH SHIT OH GOD SHIT GRAB IT GRAB IT [[GRAB IT]]

thank you for @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*PARTICIPATING*@@\n\n<a href="http://getoutoftheblack.neocities.org/backinblack.html"> CONTINUE TO PART TWO!</a>

{{{>>>>>}}}[[oh...]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I take one hand off your arm to pull at your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*NECK JEWELRY*@@. It chokes you a little. "I said [[stop.]]" I growl into your ear.\n

*[[SURPRISE]]*

{{{>>>>>}}}[[PLEA]]SE

{{{>>>>>}}}and i [[whimper]] in frustration

{{{>>>>>}}}i [[wiggle around]], cuz the floor is comfy

eh, it's a chat log, you [[almost toss it over your shoulder]] when you REALIZE

{{{>>>>>}}}i [[press my legs together]] hard while your hand is still on my thigh

you've come to terms with your [[solitude]]

*[[WARNING:]]*

{{{>>>>>}}}[[....]]

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WHAT COULD THE CONVERSATION EVEN BE you wonder\n \nit doesn't matter! you are so invested in putting ANYTHING NEW into the monotony that you forgot was a brain \n\nthe brain that MINUTES previous [[you attempted to initiate the shut down process]] of \n\nRIGHT NOW that brain's hunger for ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING NEW is taking you over

{{{>>>>>}}}totally playing it cool im like FINE and i put my [[hands up and swing around]] in the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*SEAT*@@ to face you I STOPPED

{{{>>>>>}}}i dont know, [[do you?]]

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you feel your blood flowing through you, a feeling you haven't thought about in a long while\n\nyou desperately grasp at whatever fucking <strong>//treasure//</strong> has encountered you and [[WOW]]

{{{>>>>>}}}goddammit I WANNA [[JIZZ]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[deeply]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I casually lean over your shoulder and [[place my hand on]] top of your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*PORTABLE COMPUTER*@@ screen. I pull it down slightly.

{{{>>>>>}}}I gently but firmly slide my hands down your arms and pin them against you. "[[No more work.]]"

{{{>>>>>}}}my back is arching my hips want to move toward your fist, when [[i hear what you whisper]] though i immediately get out of the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*SEAT*@@ and face you

[[you start the long]]

your memories have become the most-read book of all [[time]]

you've been floating through the Black for so long you don't even remember what time [[EVER WAS]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[plea]]se

{{{>>>>>}}}I pull off your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*UPPER BODY CLOTHING*@@ and cover your eyes. I grab rope from a nearby table, and while you rub my side I [[grab your hand and bind it]] with the other. I do the same to your feet.

{{{>>>>>}}}[[I glare silently]] at you in response.

{{{>>>>>}}}because im [[self]] conscious

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{{{>>>>>}}}[[yes]], @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*AUTHORITY FIGURE*@@

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{{{>>>>>}}}[[REALLY]]

{{{>>>>>}}}i wiggle my toes to [[say hello]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[bjhg]]

ready to finally embrace the [[nothingness]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I shush you with my fingers. "I've got @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*STRANGERS*@@. you'd better [[be silent.]]"

{{{>>>>>}}}BUT IM [[HORNY.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}i [[dont stop moving]] my hips though

oh yeah\n\nblood DOES flow <strong>//there//</strong> sometimes\n\nBUT I WAS JUST READY TO [[END]] IT ALL\n\nfuck that you're lonely and [[you're a consenting adult]]\n\n

{{{>>>>>}}}justlistentotherooom [[shutupshutupshutup]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[ah]]!

{{{>>>>>}}}@@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*[[MULTIPLE PEJORATIVES]]*@@

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you realize how [[lucky you]] are and you briefly forget the cold solitude of the Black

{{{>>>>>}}}[[searching your body]] for your @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*GENITALS*@@

{{{>>>>>}}}......*[[AUTHORITY FIGURE]]*?

you're [[ready.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I leave you bound up, put my feet on your back, and flip on the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*PASSIVE ENTERTAINMENT*@@. "[[Your reward is that you get to now be]] my footrest while I watch @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*GENRE*@@."

{{{>>>>>}}}i lift my head and look behind me quickly, in [[your direction]]

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your [[hand strokes]]

{{{>>>>>}}}and trying really [[hard to be quiet.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}but lean back [[into you]] at the same time

{{{>>>>>}}}I WAS WORKING DMANIT and id [[just lean forward]] grumpily and mash the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*WORKSTATION*@@

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NO DO NOT THINK OF CAPTAIN FLUTY'S SMUG FACE RIGHT NOW NO NO NO THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME FUCKING NO\n\nWHY DO BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS [[BARGE IN]] WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A MOMENT\n

{{{>>>>>}}}and manage to shout HEYYO in a [[muffled, mouth full]] of @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*INTIMATE ARTICLES*@@ sort of way

HOLY SHIT its a CHAT LOG!!!!\n\nthe EXCITEMENT of being able to WITNESS A CONVERSATION is making you feel your heart BEAT fast\n\nyou [[almost forgot]] that you had one\n\nnow its more real than EVER!

{{{>>>>>}}}GOD FUCKING DAMNIT I WANNA [[HAVE AN ORGASM]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I'll come up behind you silently while [[you're working on something]], rest my hands on your shoulders, and squeeze.

you [[read slowly]]\n\nbecause who knows \n\nthis could be your last time with <strong>//something//</strong>\n\nwith <strong>//someone//</strong>\n\nwith <strong>//ANYTHING//</strong> else

Nano Porta Reader 6xxx!\n\nyou smirk \n\nyou wish you could see [[Captain Fluty]] again and tell him HOW RIGHT YOU WERE in never buying the overpriced bullshit upgrade to your trusty "preader"

{{{>>>>>}}}my eyes widen which [[doesnt really matter]] because i CANT FUCKING SEE

{{{>>>>>}}}i [[think about your hand on my neck]] and just start grinding against the floor

{{{>>>>>}}}im [[getting... distracted?]]

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{{{>>>>>}}}i rub the @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*UPPER BODY CLOTHING*@@ out of the way of my fucking ear so i can hear [[what the fuck is going on]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[REALLYREALLYREALLY]]

{{{>>>>>}}}"Do [[I need to bind and gag you]]?" I whisper.

complicated ritual (a ritual that was so <strong>//important//</strong> to your [[life before the Black]])

{{{>>>>>}}}[[i GUESS]]

{{{>>>>>}}}[[REAKKYREAKREAKLERAEYLREALLLYREALLYYLEALRELFORREALREALLYLYLLYLY]]

{{{>>>>>}}}I ROLL MY EYES SO FUCKING HARD THAT [[I MAKE YOU GET]] A @@font-family: "Courier New", Monaco, monospace;color:orange;*SPECIFIC CRANIAL PAIN*@@

{{{>>>>>}}}WOW how [[GENEROUS.]]

{{{>>>>>}}}The conversation stops. you hear the latch turn and click again, and [[you feel me]] brush my hand along your ankles.

{{{>>>>>}}}well [[SINCE YOU'RE NOT ANSWERING]] and i move to go back to my typing

{{{>>>>>}}}i lean into [[your neck and]] inhale

{{{>>>>>}}}It's tied tightly. You have some difficulty. [[You can hear]] snippets of a conversation from behind the door.

you close your [[eyes]]

some fucking <strong>//trash//</strong> hits you right on [[your IWASTRYINGTOGIVEUPONEVERYTHING noggin]]

{{{>>>>>}}}After [[you are finished]] i slowly tug at your blindfold until it slips off. I pull your head up so you can look around the room. It's just me.